I am somewhat lost in a sea of questions.
Lost in the "why's".
Lost in being firm and in knowing that everything is going to be OK and IT IS OK right now.
No cancer to be found in this great giant child.
The reaction to chemo may be next to nothing.
The hair will come back (his biggest worry)
It is not about me and yet it is because the me is lost and
I need to find her to help him.